if there were music to this scene

it would be bagpipes

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

"i've wanted to sail upon your waters since i was three feet tall"

It's Tuesday morning, and in fifteen minutes I meet the rest of my team to continue the conference we're at this week. But, for fifteen minutes, I am enjoying a balcony. A balcony? In November? Really? Yeah. We're at Litchfield Beach in South Carolina at a church planting conference. It's funny, because I grew up here. Not right in Litchfield, but in South Carolina, and we vacationed here all the time. Pawley's Island, Charleston, Hilton Head. I always forget how much a part of me the ocean is until I smell it again, or see it or hear it. It's wild and huge and unpredictable, yet it holds together our seasons and our jet streams and even though it's unpredictable, it's consistent. Tide in, tide out. It ebbs and flows, always.

I think we could learn a lot from the ocean.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

sweet lorraines

I love my friends. Especially when they get excited about the same things I get excited about, like going out to a field in Kansas and taking a thousand photos. I love it even more when they get excited about doing it again when the seasons change.

Last time we let Patty Griffin's Burgundy Shoes inspire us—plaid dresses, big boots, burgundy shoes—we carried with us everything lovely and summery. This time around, we decided to just give ourselves a collective name. Once again, we let Patty be our muse, and we decided on the Sweet Lorraines. Because Lorraine was the one who spoke of outlandish things. She knew that in the battle of time and will, you have to fiercely protect your heart and your hope. And most of all, even though what came before her was so very tragic, she always—always—believed in magic.

October 31, 2009 from Amy G on Vimeo.



(Thanks to Cari, Jordanne, Blakely, Bethany, Crystal, and even Natalie for being such amazing models and friends.
Thanks to Gunner for being such an awesome mascot.
And thanks to Isaac for making this song so cool.)

Monday, November 02, 2009

i'm so happy i don't know what to do with myself

1. New iPhone today.

2. Editing photos from Saturday's photo shoot in the beautiful fall leaves with my beautiful friends.

3. Day off.

4. Heading to Lawrence to celebrate a 21st birthday in an hour.

5. Enjoying a café au lait.

Seriously. It is a GOOD Monday.

Friday, October 23, 2009

almost there

Three years ago everybody in our church started on a specific journey together. We called it, simply, "go." Go ... before the Lord. Go ... beyond ourselves. Go ... to the ends (of the earth). The reason? Well, hopefully, and I think it's spot on: Yahweh leads. There are a lot of parts to this journey, and a lot of little separate paths that we've all taken to this point—learning in our own unique ways and being affected and challenged and delighted in specific and personal ways.

We've all learned a lot more about the word go, about the verb of it, what it can mean and what sort of adventure it holds. One aspect of the many pieces of this journey has been a physical move ... from the old schoolhouse at 83rd and Lamar to a refurbished furniture store at 119th and I-35. The old schoolhouse is a magical place; without a doubt the birthing unit of friendships, lifelong commitments, memories that will bring a lump to your throat, and side-splitting hilarity. There is truly a memory hiding in every crevice and corner of that blue and gray place, with its creaky doors and leaky skylights. After our last Sunday night there this past weekend, I stood in the hallway talking to Nanette just before midnight. The janitor shouted down the hall to us, "Hey if I cut the lights are you guys ok?" I smiled as I shouted back, "Sure thing, man! I know this place like the back of my hand."

And you know what's cool? Another church in town, the Vineyard, they're moving in. And it's my hope that the folks who will be enjoying those halls will have just as much fun there (and encounter as many miracles) as we did. And the building that the Vineyard is moving out of? There's another little church in town that's gotten too big for its seams, and they're moving in where the Vineyard is moving out. And their building? Yep, there's a tiny little church plant who needed a place to meet. The whole idea of it makes my eyes sting with happy tears.

And us? Heartland Community Church + the Gathering Network? Well, we're moving into our new home on November 1. As it turns out, Jesus is really dang cool, and people keep coming to hear about him. And when they find out how cool he is, they bring their friends to hear about it. At the schoolhouse, there wasn't enough room for them all. Or their cars. So we looked and looked for a place with more breathing room, a place where all the people coming to hear about Jesus could easily find a place to park, and then a place to sit and listen, and even have an open seat so they won't feel weird bringing their friends to hear about Jesus too.

We found that place, and it was an out-of-business furniture store. And it sure didn't look like much but a big, empty box, but the visionaries in our midst saw something—promise. And sure enough, God (just like he did in Genesis) took something that was formless and void and breathed life into it. Not just walls and paint and lights and all, but life. If you want to read about the night I felt that life, go do it here.

So, it's not only my church that's moving ... but my job. Cause I work there. I'm a Gathering Network employee. And as much as I catch my breath when I drive past 83rd and Lamar and the sign and the familiar cars are gone, I am SO excited to turn the page to this next chapter. I'm not a visionary, but I'm now seeing, in the today, what the visionaries saw then: promise. Three years ago we started "go"ing with blindfolds on, and this day seemed so far away. In fact, it seemed so far away that it didn't seem real. But it's almost here, and it's freaking cool.

One last thing.

The furniture store? It closed down about six years ago. The building had been vacant for quite some time when we acquired it. Turns out that one of the guys who goes to our church now was the guy that owned that store then. He and his wife were the last people to close those doors, the last ones to click that lock. Talk about empty. Talk about sad. He said those were the darkest days of his life. Now, he describes these days (though not easy) as the brightest of his life. He loves looking at that piece of property and being filled with hope, seeing as how years ago it left him hopeless. And on November 1, the day we open, guess who gets to be the first person to click that lock and open the doors? Yeah. That dude and his wife.

Welcome home, Heartland Community Church. Welcome home, Gathering Network. For the very first time.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

in the car on the way to the apple festival

Jewel: I get to go to Chicago TWICE this month!

Cari: Ooh, I LOVE Chicago! I've been wanting to go back lately.

Me: What's so great about Chicago? I've been there once and didn't think it was anything special.

Jewel: Well, they have a lot of art galleries that are awesome. And museums ...

Me, excitedly interrupting: Do they have a Star Trek museum?

Cari: Amy, just skip Chicago and go to Comic-Con.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

october

It's my favorite month. Yesssss.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

happy first day of autumn

In celebration, Cari and I dined outdoors at Whole Foods and shivered the entire time. 58 degrees and a lovely sunset was a beautiful way to welcome my favorite season.